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Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • 呢個禮拜...
    好累好累好累...
    不管是mentally還是physiologically..
    中4之後第一次遲到係今個星期發生...
    但...一d罪惡感都無...
    返到去...繼續忙忙忙...
    其實...有好幾次想打xg,,
    但結果都打唔成..
    有好多野想講..
    不過唔知點開口...
    呢個星期特別想你...
    有好多野或者睇唔出...
    但我感受到...
    或者我應該知係邊到出左問題...
    但要處理的..真的太多了...
    我無可能顧及曬所有人的感受...
    但懇請你們...
    不要把你們所想的硬套在我身上..
    妳們跟我說的我都明白..
    我明知我唔會食得好我都出席...
    因為..我想聽妳們心裡所想的...
    想不到竟聽到這些...
    今個星期的笑容也生硬...
    發現某這能力開始退化...
    我已不是從前妳口中的那個了...
    或者你會開心掛...但我卻很討厭這樣...
    每當說到這件事...
    心便會一沉...
    因為...真的無方向....

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • I will not make
    The same mistakes that you did
    I will not let myself
    Cause my heart so much misery
    I will not break
    The way you did, you fell so hard
    I've learned the hard way
    To never let it get that far

    Because of you
    I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    Because of you
    I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
    Because of you
    I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
    Because of you I am afraid

    I lose my way
    And it's not too long before you point it out
    I cannot cry
    Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
    I'm forced to fake
    A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
    My heart can't possibly break
    When it wasn't even whole to start with

    I watched you die
    I heard you cry every night in your sleep
    I was so young
    You should have known better than to lean on me
    You never thought of anyone else
    You just saw your pain
    And now I cry in the middle of the night
    For the same damn thing

    Because of you
    Because of you
    Because of you I am afraid

    Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
    Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

    Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
    Because of you
    I don't know how to let anyone else in
    Because of you
    I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
    Because of you I am afraid

    Because of you

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
    I don't wanna say goodbye to you
    Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
    But there is something left in my head

    You're the one who set it up
    Now you're the one to make it stop
    I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
    Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
    But there is something left in my head

    * CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
    The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
    But I'm not the man your heart is missing
    That's why you go away I know

    You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
    Now you wanna say goodbye to me
    Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
    But there is something left in my head


    * REPEAT CHORUS

    Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
    Don't know which way to go
    There is so much to say now between us
    There ain't so much for you
    There ain't so much for me anymore


    * REPEAT CHORUS


    唔知可以再講d咩...
    只係有太多人因為呢件事而同我講
    "你知唔知我有幾心痛...?!"
    其實個結果一早出左...
    點解好似仲拖咁耐...
    真的好攰...亦無必要咁做..
    而家唯一想的係..
    唔再令佢哋心痛...
    因為我知佢哋都唔好受...
    although佢哋只係聆聽者...
    成件事實在有太多的唔開心出現了~
    亦都由刻骨銘心變成麻木,,,
    無論係因為d咩都算了~
    唔應該再有任何希望...
    "要哭的...已經哭夠了...
     要傷心的..亦傷心夠了,,
     我有貧血的~
     自知無咩血可以流xdd"
    就當吸取一個好大的教訓..

    就讓一切...重新開始...

    <<她知道如果要跟他做一輩子的好朋友,
    便不要再次愛上他,
    不要跟他再有比從前更進一步的發展,
    所以她知道這刻必須對他狠心。>>

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • 尋日....好爆咁訓左17個鐘...
    5點幾返到去訓到今朝10點半..
    睇來我真係好攰...
    呢個係我3-4日訓的時間加埋的數字...
    真係好佩服自己...
    仲要只係醒左2次=0=
    尋日成日無食野...
    今日醒左覺得個人好飄~
    12點覺得有d餓先記得未食野=0=
    食3,,4,,啖又飽...
    真係好養xddd
    下午一個gd news~
    多左個朋友..
    同埋...多謝你哋的諒解...
    多謝你哋的信任~
    祝你們幸福!!!
    由此至終都好開心有你哋呢排朋友~
    同你哋一齊真係好開心~
    "每人每日都係到搵緊自己的vip...直到搵到一個比vip更vip的人"
    今日好乖咁成日係屋企~
    今晚搬走左張沙發..
    一句會俾我覺得唔成熟的話...
    見到張沙發俾架車咁壓...
    真係有d唔捨得...
    但...舊的唔去...新的點來...
    送哥走...
    又是5分鐘的對話...
    記得上次係同舅父=.="
    我倆都知有咩係應該做...
    我們都清楚有些事是不能向他們說的..
    仍是o個句...自己小心~
    執屋~又出左一身汗...
    凡事都唔止一個解決方法的~
    無好細緻咁執....只係將某d野歸位...
    時間都比較短...
    用左2個鐘xdd...
    最享受的仍是出完一身汗去沖涼的一刻~

    尋日突然諗左一樣野...
    唔知如果播stand by me跳開心舞會點呢xddd
    又係一個癲左的呀wan=.="

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • 當我聽到....我只係想講...
    你有乜資格話我!!
    當年你都係咁la~
    你仲嚴重過我na~有乜撚野分別姐~
    係到話我~
    你無病呀...你理我做咩撚野姐~
    做咩呀~而家先知驚呀?!
    收皮la...你d說話唔好再撚難聽d...
    對住你哋...已經唔撚再想解釋d乜撚野..
    如果你哋的創作真係咁好~去做作家la~
    做乜撚野係到姐~

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